Bells and pomegranates alternated
around the hem of the robe
to be worn for ministering…
One morning I was preparing breakfast—our typical yogurt and
oatmeal concoctions. In the midst of these daily fixings I was engaged in an
internal dialogue and contemplation. For weeks my prayers centered and pivoted
on asking God for something new. I knew my comfort zone had grown far too
broad. Much of what I did stemmed out of habit and routine. Not all habit and routine
is negative or undesirable, but the Spirit was nudging, and so far I wasn’t
budging. I just didn’t think I was ready for any kind of risk; any kind of
out-of-the-box assignment was a little much right now.
Or so I thought. I wasn’t expecting the Spirit to speak to
me that morning. I didn’t plan on being floored with such deep symbology. I
didn’t expect to suddenly feel as if my skin were far too tight. I simply
planned to eat my yogurt.
In late autumn the pomegranates are ready for harvest. They
begin to appear in the fruit bins and baskets at the groceries. The first time
I see them in the season I get so excited.
Pomegranates are history, myth and folklore. In a well-known
myth Persephone swallowed pomegranate arils and they doomed her to months spent
in the underworld with Hades. There are some who believe the forbidden fruit of
the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil was a pomegranate. Pomegranates were
used to create fermented drinks and garnishes. In the Old Testament God used
the pomegranate to adorn the curtains of the Tabernacle. He had artists
embroider or attached them along the hem of the priests’ robes. Solomon
commissioned artists to carve them in the stone of the Temple. Pomegranates
have an average of six hundred arils (seeds) in each. Devout Jews believe that
there are 613 and that these seeds are symbolic of the commandments in the
Torah. Even today the pomegranate is hailed as a wonder fruit.
That morning back in the fall I was not contemplating these
things. No, nothing so deep or spiritual. I just wanted this tangy zip of fruit
in my yogurt.
Have you ever opened a pomegranate? Not an easy task. There
are even You Tube videos offering instructions of the best methods. I have my
own way, and that morning I opened my pomegranate and the seeds spilled out
onto the plate.
The under-the-counter light played and bounced on the
pomegranate seeds. I noticed that the juice pooled darkly. I stood spellbound.
Only the hum of the refrigerator and my husband’s shower broke the quiet. I stared
at those seeds.
In the space of those few moments I had an epiphany.
Dictionary.com defines epiphany
as: a sudden,
intuitive perception
of or insight into the reality or essential
meaning of something,
usually initiated
by some simple, homely, or commonplace
occurrence
or experience.
I
looked at those spilled, dark red seeds and thought about the perfect formation
of each one. Each one filled with just a taste of juice that holds a sharp tang
and flavor. Each one fits exactly against the other, covered by an ivory
membrane and encased in the deep, rich red leather-like peel.
In
the simple, common and everyday occurrence of preparing breakfast I saw in that
pomegranate the women in the Body of
Christ.
I
remember thinking, oh, if only they were
multi-colored. What a symbol this could be.
My
world honed down to the plate in front of me. Even narrower to the pomegranate resting
on it.
They do not need to be different
colors, Tamera. For Jesus’ blood washes you. My Son’s blood covers all of
you.
My
breath hesitated in my lungs. I think I exhaled, but couldn’t quite inhale.
I
died in that brief moment. Died to my own selfish self-preservation. All that I
had been ignoring, resisting, fighting and battling deflated. The risk of
stepping outside my beautiful, comfortable landscape became inevitable.
If
ever an idea came to me fully birthed this was it. I could have dismissed it. I
could have put those dark red arils in my yogurt and gone on with my morning. And
I would have been one of Elizabeth Barrett Browning’s blackberry pickers.
“Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God,
But only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round and pluck blackberries.”
― Elizabeth Barrett Browning
And every common bush afire with God,
But only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round and pluck blackberries.”
― Elizabeth Barrett Browning
But
God speaks everyone’s language. And that morning he spoke to me. Forever and
always I will see a pomegranate and be reminded of the Body of Christ.
Especially women. We are covered in the blood of Jesus, nestled together under
the covering of the Spirit and wrapped in the protection of God.
That morning I saw all of you.
You. You who are here reading
these words on this website.
A
hundred women’s faces flashed before me. They strolled across the screen of my
inner eyes. Bigger than life. As if the Spirit were hovering over the iconic
emblem of each of you.
Ordinary
women. Living phenomenal lives.
Because
of grace. Because of mercy. Because of love.
Women I know. Personally. Women who have
held my hands. Who have prayed for me. Who have blessed me. Who have counseled
me. Who have encouraged me. Who have chastised me. Who have shown me the
Kingdom. Who have loved me.
That
morning I knew I needed to tell their
stories. I wanted you to hear their narratives.
I opened
the pomegranate.
And
one by one I will introduce you to God’s beautiful, glorious pomegranate seeds.
I thought of this poem reading this:
ReplyDeleteBlack Rook in Rainy Weather
by Sylvia Plath
On the stiff twig up there
Hunches a wet black rook
Arranging and rearranging its feathers in the rain.
I do not expect a miracle
Or an accident
To set the sight on fire
In my eye, not seek
Any more in the desultory weather some design,
But let spotted leaves fall as they fall,
Without ceremony, or portent.
Although, I admit, I desire,
Occasionally, some backtalk
From the mute sky, I can't honestly complain:
A certain minor light may still
Leap incandescent
Out of the kitchen table or chair
As if a celestial burning took
Possession of the most obtuse objects now and then ---
Thus hallowing an interval
Otherwise inconsequent
By bestowing largesse, honor,
One might say love. At any rate, I now walk
Wary (for it could happen
Even in this dull, ruinous landscape); sceptical,
Yet politic; ignorant
Of whatever angel may choose to flare
Suddenly at my elbow. I only know that a rook
Ordering its black feathers can so shine
As to seize my senses, haul
My eyelids up, and grant
A brief respite from fear
Of total neutrality. With luck,
Trekking stubborn through this season
Of fatigue, I shall
Patch together a content
Of sorts. Miracles occur,
If you care to call those spasmodic
Tricks of radiance miracles. The wait's begun again,
The long wait for the angel.
For that rare, random descent.